I may be challenged in this statement, but I know for a fact that I am the luckiest girl around. From Fargo to Disney and back, nothing can bring this little lady down.

30th March 2012

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Do you think that it’s okay to do whatever you want, regardless of how it makes other people feel?

No. There are limits. You need to be considerate of others.


Are you comfortable with the idea of homosexuality, and with being around those who happen to be homosexual ?

Love is love. No one ever told me it was okay to love who I do, why should anyone else have to hear any different?


What does the last text you received concern?

A loud snorer at Prac’s. 


Are you on good or bad terms with the second to last person you dated?

David and I do NOT speak. Ever.


Do you judge people, and then lie about it?

No… I don’t lie about it. Ha!


Do you get bothered by what people think of you?

Not usually. Sometimes I do.


If you became a doctor, would you help your patients kill themselves?

I don’t know. I feel like it’s their right to let go when they want, but I don’t know if I could live with myself if I was the one to inject the medicine.


When will you next see the last person you texted?

Sunday morning :( 
I miss my Nani already.

Would you bang Jeffree Star?

I don’t even know who that is.


Do you ever think people hate you for filling this out?

Doubt it.


When will be the next time you text someone?

Tomorrow, I’m sure.


Do you catch yourself running from situations?

Nope. I like to face them head on.


Honestly, when is the last time you have been to Texas?

I’ve never been, but I’d like to someday.


Do you ever wonder what other people are thinking when they stare at you?

Not generally.


Have you ever had major surgery?

Nope. Just my wisdom teeth!


Do you know anyone addicted to heroin?

Not to my knowlegde.


Does throwing up always make you feel better?

Not always, but usually.


Do you ever have to take a deep breath to keep from freaking out?

Yes… I have anxiety.


Do you lecture people about drugs?

Not usually, but I give people shit about smoking.


Have you ever kissed anyone named Tom?

Nope!


How old was the last person you kissed?

29


Name something funny that happened this week?

Ali and I were laughing about all sorts of things this afternoon. It’s pretty much our normal routine.


If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Mid 60s to low 70s. I like it cooler.


What’s bothering you right now?

I’m lonely!


Do you delete people off of myspace?

I don’t have myspace anymore.


Would you change anything about yourself if you could?

I wouldn’t mind being a bit taller.


Do you get along with girls?

I generally get along better with men.


Who was the last person to call you babe?

Ali!


Do you put yourself before others?

Depends on the “others.”


Do you like surprises?

I do :)


Is making out fun?

Yes! :) I love making out with Ali ha ha


When was the last time you made out with someone?

Before Ali left for PRacs, so 7:00ish


Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?

I’m sure.


What’d you do last night?

Did homework with my Nani, and went to dinner with my family.


Who was your last call from?

Ali!


What show did you last watch?

I watched Avatar tonight while I did my Chemistry homework.


Do you wear Hollister?

Rarely.


Who’s the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with?

My Nani.


What’s on your mind right now?

Not much.


Honestly, would you rather be with your boyfriend right now?

Yes. I always would rather be with him. He’s making us some money by being a guinea pig. What a stud :)


Do you have family problems?

Nah.


Does anyone like you?

I can do you one better, he loves me!


Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?

Yes. Ali kissed me awake. Love my morning forehead kisses!


Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?

Sunrise.


What color is your hair?

Dark brown.


Do you wish someone would call you?

No, I’m pretty tired.


According to your Ex you are..?

Depends on the ex. I really don’t know what they feel anymore. Which is just fine, but I hope they’re all happy. Even David.


How have you felt today?

A little overwhelmed. 


When was the last time you had butterflies?

I get butterflies on a regular basis. It’s disgusting ;)


If you’re taken, why him/her?

Ali is the most amazing man I’ve ever met. Not only is he good looking, but he’s a good person. He’s smart, motivated, and pushes for what’s right. He wants to make a change in people’s lives by giving of himself. Even more than that, he makes me a better person. He encourages me when I’m down, gives me tough love when I need it most, holds me when I cry, listens when I’m upset… I’m a better me when I’m with him. We have so much fun together, we still play like we were lovestruck kids. I am lucky and blessed to have such an amazing man, and I am thankful everyday.


What were the last two movies you watch?

Avatar and The Hunger Games


Who do you find extremely attractive?

Celebrities? Ryan Reynolds. HAnds down.


Last person you sat next to, why?

Michael, I was lonely ha ha.


Do you like being in pictures?

Sure.


Are you happy at the moment?

I’m content.


Do you tend to fall for people easily?

I used to. After what happened with Cory and David I was extremely guarded with my heart. 


Do you know anyone with a lisp?

Yes.


What were you doing at 10:00 am?

I was in Cell Biology lecture texting Ruby. Oops.


Would you rather be cheated with, or on?

Neither.


How many drugs have you done in the last 7 days?

None.


Why do you think friends stab you in the back?

Those people aren’t your firends.


What do you think about internet fights?

They can be fun.


Do you think tuna is the chicken of the sea?

Ha. Ask J-Simp.


Do you like Dane cook?

I like Vicious Circle.


What’s your favorite animal?

I don’t know… Osprey, maybe?


Do you have a lot of money?

I’m $28,000+ in debt.


Can you sing?

I can!

Do you like the government?

It needs work, but it’s moving in the righ tdirection now that we aren’t controlled by some conservative pig.


What’s your favorite thing to do?

Snuggle and watch a movie with Ali, while sipping on wine.


What’s your religion?

Deist.


Did you used to love the power rangers and pokemon back with they were good?

Of course! I’m a 90s kid.


Are you a partier or a studier?

Study. All. The. Time.


Do you walk out of the house without makeup?

I have class at 8:30 or 9:00 everyday. It’s rare I wear make-up.

Do you get along with your parents?

I do.


What is high school like for you? Or how was?

It was miserable.


Do you like to stand out from everyone else? Or blend in?

I don’t need to be one of the crowd, I’m one of a kind.


Are you shy or do you speak your mind?

I can’t seem to shut up ha ha


Do you sneak out?

I’m 22… I don’t need to sneak out.


Do you like America, do you really?

I like the ideas of freedom… but Americans are selfish people.


Are you selfish or greedy?

A little of both sometimes.


Do you believe in aliens?

Intelligent life, yes. I hope so


Did you sleep alone last night?

Nope! But I will tonight for the first time sicne I moved back from Florida. Lonely!!

21st January 2012

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Distracting Myself from my Homework!

Is it easy for someone to make you smile?

It depends on the person, I guess!

Tell me why you like the last song you listened to?

I don’t know. I listened to LMFAO’s Party Rock Anthem last night. It’s probably that.

What color are your eyes?

Light brown.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

Vertebrate Zoology class on Wednesday afternoon. 

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Four, I’d say.

Last thing you touched not computer-related?

Cell phone!

What colors are you wearing right now?

Light blue and grey.

You currently in a fight with someone?

Negative!

Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?

Absolutely. 

Do you have an older brother?

I do! His name is Michael, he’s 23.

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?

Many times.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?

Nope!

What are you listening to right now?

Nothing, actually. I’m about to start some homework.

Do you laugh a lot?

I do! I like to laugh.

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Are you ticklish?

Very.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

Ali. Always.

Have you ever been on a boat?

Yes, I have.

Last person you gave a hug to?

Mr. Ali Dhanani

Tell me about the shirt/shirts you’re wearing?

It’s black. It’s an MSUM sweatshirt, very soft and very warm!

When you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?

Yes, I do.

Do you have plans for today?

I’m going to read some biology, and see if I have to go to work tonight. If I do then I’ll work the dinner shift, if I don’t then I’ll be going to the mall.

When is the last time you took a nap?

Yesterday? Like a fifteen minute cat-nap.

What was on your mind most today?

Homework, as always.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

I talk about them. It does no good to hide them and get them all pent up. 

What instant messaging service do you use?

Just facebook chat.

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?

Usually not very long. I use a lot of brain power throughout the day.

What are you drinking?

Coca-cola

Honestly, if you could go back 8 months and change something, would you?

Nope! This has been the best year ever.

Do you know what you’re wearing tomorrow?

My work uniform for a while, then I don’t know.

26th December 2011

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It’s a Monday night, and I’m laying in bed… my boyfriend is sleeping beside me, I’m watching Netflix, and I’ve realized that I have never been as happy as I am right now. I am so blessed. He’s a keeper.

23rd December 2011

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So…I’m back on antidepressants

letmegetthisgay:

I hope they don’t make me fat and/or exceedingly tired.

Even if they do, it’s better to be more rotund and sleepy than miserable. I love you, kid! :)

Source: letmegetthisgay

14th December 2011

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sweet potatoes=evil

6th December 2011

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Think of the last person you texted; who are they and are they important to you?

Mr. Ali Dhanani… and I love that man more than anything. 

What plans do you have for tomorrow?

It’s Wednesday. I’m flying home!!! I get to see my boyfriend after two months apart. Boo-yah.

Do you wish anyone in particular was still in your life?

Sometimes I do, but such is life.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to in person?

My dad?


Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?

Studying for his last anatomy lab exam.

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

SO much happier. This time last year I was feeling pretty low and pretty rough. I’m glad to be back on my feet.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

Yes.

How late did you stay up last night and why?

Around midnight-1:00a. I was packing

What do you currently hear right now?

My fan.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?

iSure, but I’ve learned a lot since then.

Are you wearing jeans right now?

I am.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?

No way. It will be two months of pent-up affection! Bam!

What were you doing at 10 AM?

Well that’ll be in half an hour, I’ll be on my way to Universal Studios.

Did you ever like someone you know you shouldn’t have?

I think everyone has.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?

Snooze! :)

Could you handle living together with the last person who texted you?

Most definitely.

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

I was leaving back to finish my internship at Disney. Good-bye kisses are hard :(

Are you happy with the way things are going?

I live an amazing life. I’m very blessed.

Do you think people talk about you?

Ha, probably.

Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

Not a chance.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?

Eh, whatever. 

Do you remember the first conversation you had with the person you have feelings for?

No, but I remember what he was wearing the first time I saw him in class, and I remember texting my friend, Jimmy, that there was a ridiculously hot guy in my Genetics course. Ah, memories ;)

Are you missing someone?

Always.

Where was your default picture taken?

On facebook: House of Blues.

Is the last person you kissed single?

Nope! He’s got a ridiculously hot girlfriend, though ;)

The person you like, do they like you back?

He does! I’m very lucky :)

On a scale from one to ten, how happy are you?

Today? I’d say a nine! My life is amazing.

Is there that one guy/girl that you’ll always have feelings for no matter what?

THis one is a keeper.

Who were you last in a car with?

The ever lovely Kate Salisbury.

What color was the last pill you took?

White?

Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you?

Yes.

When is the next time you will leave your house?

In about ten minutes, I’d say.

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?

Yeah. Lindsay Schott used to do that every year.

When was the last time you saw your mom?

Last night.

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?

My boyfriend, but I trust that he wouldn’t.

Would you rather have someone lie to you to protect you or be honest and hurt you?

Honest. I’m pretty durable.


In the next 48 hours will you hang out with a girl?

Yes.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?

All of my friends.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?

yesterday!

How many hours did you sleep last night?

7

Within the next 6 months, what are you looking faorward to MOST?

Getting back to school.

Who has been there the most out of your friends?

Mitch Skajewski and Rachael Johnson

Who could you say has seen you at your worst?

Mitch Skajewski and Rachael Johnson

Are you happier now? or four months ago?

Today. August was TOUGH

Did you sleep alone last night?

Yes… but not for long!

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

I was very romantically disenchanted at htis time last year ha ha

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

TOMORROW

Do you like when people play with your hair?

I do!

Would you rather dye your hair or go tanning?

Dye my hair.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

No, but I do enjoy going out for martinis with my handsome man friend.

Will you be single over this summer?

iNegatorY!

Did you date anyone over this last summer

I did :)

6th December 2011

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“I’ve heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn, and we are led
to those who help us most to grow, if we let them,
and we help them in return.
Well I don’t know if I believe that’s true, but I know I’m who I am today because I knew you.
Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better, but
Because I knew you,
I have been changed FOR GOOD.

It well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime
So let me say before we part, so much of me
is made of what I learned from you.
You’ll be with me like a handprint on my heart.
And now whatever way our stories end I know you have rewritten mine
By being my friend.
Like a ship blown from its mooring by a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a sky-bird in a distant wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better, but
Because I knew you,
I have been changed for good.

And just to clear the air, I ask forgiveness
For the things I’ve done, you blame me for.

But then, I guess we know there’s blame to share,
and none of it seems to matter anymore.

Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better…
I do believe I have been changed for the better…

Because I knew you, I have been changed
For good.” 

28th November 2011

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Anonymous asked: Not only do I love your blog ( heh found it ) but I also am secretly infatuated with you. K. here we go I got this idea from a spam msg I received on Facebook lol.. I know you like me but were always way too shy to say so :3 go hit up crushmasher(dót)com (uhh it wont let me do a regular link) then make an acct there. Search for the profile 'justmeandu33' ( obv me ) I posted body pix.. if u can figure out who I am msg me and we'll kick it. CC required for age but it is free. (annoying i know)

Dear stranger,

Thanks for taking me down memory lane, back to high school romantic advances ;)

Love, Emily

28th November 2011

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Don’t be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.

18th November 2011

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I miss the warmth of your breath on my skin
I’ve waited so long for you to let me in
Now you’re gone, when will you come back to me
To make me feel safe again, make me feel…

What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
I miss the sounds that you make…
Every breath you take you make me break
The touch I remember all through years
That made me feel safe again,
Make me feel…

What am I fighting for?
I convinced myself I don’t need you anymore
So walk out that door
I can’t keep lying to myself.
I wanted out of this place
Miss that warm embrace and that smile on your face.

Why am I fighting?
Why am I still crying?
Will you be worth living with this pain here without you
Why are you only in my dreams
Instead of lying here next to me…

I miss the warmth of your breath on my skin
I’ve waited so long for you just to let me in
Now you’re gone, when will you come back to me?
To make me feel safe again, make me feel…

— “Moment” by 3rd & Main